I realized I don't take change very well. I was thinking today in one of my classes, that I wish I was a freshman agaui. I realized that I had it good, and how happy I actually was. But those days are gone. Maybe I should just get over it and move on. Easier said than done. All of my classes are hard, different people...new faces. It's all just so weird. It's hard walking by that very same sopt where he ask me to be his girlfriend...and where he asked me out on our first date. He probaly doesn't even think about it when he walks by. I knows hes moved on, which kills. The fact that we pass eachother in the halls, look at eachtother and keep walking without saying a word is just weird. How can it be that just a couple of months ago we were inseperable, and now we barely know eachother? I dont know, Im confused. But hey, who knows what this year has in store. At the beginning of like year this Colin character didn't even exist in my world. I'm just looking forward to seeing whats going to happen. conclusions are difficult to write...so are introductions, but why it the body easy as fuck? x0x0, Amanda