Yah...I remember when I wasn't so sure about "that Colin guy". But when I talked to Marisa one time...she said if I went out for Colin, and gave him a chance...he'd treat me like a princess. Yah...and now Im in the stuation where he is...my boyfriend. But for some reason the whole princess idea got lost somewhere along the ride. Yah, of coarse at the begining it was exactly what Marisa said it would be. But then, as most relationships do...things changed. He got more settled and into the attitude that "we would last forever". Im starting to think that maybe it shouldn't. Im not as happy as I was. He's begining to get mad at me for the stupidest fucking reasons. And the thing is, every time he gets mad...he seems to think that when he gets mad it's always for a valid reason... but to me, it's bullshit. I once told him that if this kept up...I'd have to end it. But then he goes on and says "Amanda, I dont know what I'd do without you blah blah blah BLAH". Oh and then he has this way of making me feel bad for me doing things I dont want to do. But that's all Im gonna say about that. I mean, COME ON IM ONLY FUCKING 15!!!!!!!!!!!! That's all. Maybe im just being selfish. Or maybe overexaggerating. No. Im just venting. :) Amanda