I hate catchy pop songs, they have no puropse, except to get stuck in your head. so max and brianne got back together. i could never, ever be happier for her. i knew max would someday realize what he is without, and i'm glad he is. brianne is an amazing girl, she deserves the world. so does isa. jesse better wake up soon. hopefully he will. the music stopped playing. i falter when the music stops. here we go again. this is like one of those days when everything goes downhill, and all you wanna do is crawl into a little hole and stay there forever. senior girls are bitches, and are apparently talking shit. saying that me and all my friends took all the alchohol...umm okay. not really. first of all, eric is one of my good friends, so i've got someone to back me up. grrrrr. ya so kyrstin told me this, and she won't tell me who said it. well okay let's just leave me here feeling like shit and not tell me who said that. i would like to confront this person. i realized that people can be so freaking vain. and i just take it. i never do anything about it. whenever someone hurts me, or says something to be that bothers me, and i have no reason to be mad at, i never stand up for myself. i realized this one day when my brother was being dick. he was saying mean crap to me and i realized that i didnt do ANYTHING to be bitched at. this is a problem, people suck. i hate school. i hate it hate it hate it. the only thing i have right now is dance. grr monique called a few minutes ago asking me if hayden called me. umm okay why the hell would he call me. hmmmm. that would freakin awesome if he DID call. he's freakin hot. and funny. ohh damnnn saw colin today. he didnt look at me once, good thing. i was making faces behind his back. i could havebeen mistaken for a 3rd grader in a high schoolers body. hahaha look....im feeling zesty. wow. thats a concept.