Oh gosh. I have never, ever felt so bad in my life. My intentions with Max were to be nothing more than friends, apparently his were a little different. I remember telling him that this should stop because of Brianne. But he said that he liked ME. umm okay Max, I totally don't understand you. HAVE U EVEN LOOKED AT BRIANNE? She's drop dead gorgeous, she's smart...gosh almost genius. I'd kill to be her. And what the hell am I? HELLLLOOOOOOOOOO I'm nothing. First of all, I really don't see myself as an attractive person, and I'm a dumbass. Hey! At least I'll admit that. But gosh. I know what it's like to want someone back. Oh man do i what it's like. MAX NEEDS A SLAP IN THE FACE. SO DOES JESSE. do these boys know what they are missing? I remember when I promised myself that I would never date a junior boy, because of all the outcomes were the same. wow. Look what happened! ha. Junior boys. Afraid of HOTT GIRLS! Well Isa and Brianne at least. If you ever read this Brianne, I truly am sorry. I can't say this enough, but Max DOES NOT know what he's missing. Again, I'm soo sorry for everything, and I hope that we can still be friends. I will understand if you wouldn't want to, and know what an impact boys can have on ones life. Trust me. with love amanda