I just got off the phone w/ monique. she went to school today for the first time in colorado. she told me everything about the new friends she made, they ONE hot guy she saw...stuff like that. Its so weird that shes living in a different place and starting a new life. I miss her so much. But good thing I have other friends to take her place...even tho no one can REALLY take her place. Being at the hockey game and hanging out w/ the old crew made me realize how much I'm over them. I don't know why, I just dont feel welcome when I'm with them anymore. Too bad I have better friends now. Im so stressed about my grades...especially Algebra...I've done REALLY bad on the last two tests. Damn it. I have a quiz tomorrow. Hopefully I'll do well. I BETTER DO WELL OR I'M SCREWED. I was soo close to breaking every single window in a certain car today. ha. Courtney was gonna help me. That would have been a lot of fun. Too bad I'm nice and I don't do such horrid things. *sigh*. This crush thing was fun at first but now I'm kinda over it. I seriously don't think I'd have a chance. They don't call it a crush for nothin. I think I might just be crushed. oh well. But I havn't felt like this since like 4th grade! Whenever I see him my stomach drops....*sigh*...again