Why is it that everything that was ever right seems to go wrong? Why is it that when I get out of a relationship already hard, that I somewhat get into another one and end up even more hurt than I was before? Why is it that the friends I've grown up with have somehow disappeared? Why is it that they don't even care? Why don't they understand me anymore? Why can't they just call? Why can't I just find a boy that doesn't screw me over? Why is it that I havn't been called beautiful in months, and it's making me feel ugly? Why is it that people to pretend to be my friends when they go behind my back and do some fucked up things? Why is it that I can't be happy single? Why is it that someone who calls you their best friend never, well, calls? Why is it that I always stress about money? Why is it that I get lazy and never want to go to school and study? Why is it that my parents made me stay here this year? When it's the worse possible thing they could have done... Why is it that everytime I look in the mirror I want to cry? Why is it that I think I'm fat, yet I keep eating? Why is it that I can't ever have what I want? Why is it that things never work out? Why is it that good things never happen to me? Why is it that cheer has slowly fallen apart? Why is it that I can't just be happy? there's a lot of people with worse situations... i'm just a greedy bitch. ...maybe not.