I wish I had the power to read minds. I wish I could have a key to their thoughts. So I could know when to let go, and I could know when and how to handle things before they blow up in my face. Nothing new has happend, I'm just saying. He's the kind of guy that is just right for me. In middle school, Dyl and I used to have conversations on how I needed a guy like me, someone totally weird and hilarious. That's him. But then again, I don't know if I would be good enough for him, and I don't think he looks at me in the same way that I look at him. I observe a lot, I mean a lot on peoples behavior, and noticed that my opinions of people and/or feelings are usually the same as theirs. Who knows, maybe my data ins't accurate and is off setting my conclusions. oh god. I sound like one of those computer science nerds you see in the movies that take notes and such on how to get girls. I laugh. But I do like him. Even if his hair is blue. Actually blue/black. Don't ask. Nick and Katie are offical. Another friend lost to a boy. Probaly won't be seeing her much anymore. Im ready to settle down again. Hmph. Amanda