woooo i finally took the time to do a new color scheme. i don't like it. oh well. i need to get a new header picture anyway. so this will only be temporary. school today actually wasn't too shabby... i love katie to death. we are becoming closer and hanging out more often. she freaking made an enemy to defend me. i guess a senior beotch was talkin shit (i'm not gonna name names). katie like yelled at her because of it. i dont want to repeat what was said, i dont need to, but all i know is the shit she was saying was because of jelousy. probaly because of a certain hook up. ha. monique is leaving tomorrow. good god. fuck him. fuck her. they can go off and do whatever i seriously couldn't care less. last night i was a mess, sorry if i talked to some of you and made everything sound like it was awful. but at that point- it really was. who knows, by tomorrow i could be hating the world once again. my brothers friend clayton called me today. he seriously is like my brother that i dont have. i know him 100% better than i know my own brother, which is weird. still cant get over saturday. it was too much fun spirit day, rally, football game and dance friday. holy shit mother fucking cock sucker. hah. friday is gonna be awesome. i cant wait till the dance. i've met a lot of people this year. wait. let me re-phrase that. these people i knew before, but had never really talked to. learned something new: i want what i can't have-more than anyone. no, im not talking about colin, im talking about other people. advice to future boys of mine: play hard to get for a while...it will work like a charm. who needs boys? not me...well...for now. still way on the insecure side, hmph. someone help me out here. too bad all my friends are hot. hmph x2. i should go out and find ugly friends. maybe i would have better luck then. ha. i laugh. hw. gotta go do it. hmph x3. amanda