Thank god I'm finally over it. "IT" being two things. "IT" being two boys. Finally I'm not so giggly around one of em, and I really don't seem to care anymore. PRAISE THE LORD. I have come to some conclusions that FINALLY MAKE ME HAPPY. We talked about it, we talked about what we would change if we were together again, and it made me want to try again. But I know that we could never be anything again. How do I know? Who knows, it's just my inner gut. I realized that these things to be fixed aren't meant to be fixed with him, but with someone else. Lessons I've learned are meant to be learned for someone else. Do I know who the "someone else" is? Nope. And I seem to be fine with it. For once I don't think I need anyone right now. I seem content. And it feels good. I'll raise my glass and say a cheers to new beginings. ~Amanda