Dear Diary, today was a weird enjoyed and appreciated day. I lost ten dollars at the mall but walked out smiling. My boyfriend said he would pay for it but I felt so bad I didnt want anything any more, and I didn't want him to pay for my mistakes so i told him no. This guy owes me money and wants to pay me back so I figuere somebody just got a free Merry Christmas off of me and if I misss somebody this year they can thank the person who picked up my damn ten. anyways i chilled with my boyfriend all day. oh yea and a couple of our friends at times. we watched horror movies and shit. "They" is a weak ass movie, and every last "Children of the Corn" is confusing. The only thing I understand is that they kill adults, and that they are teen athiest but other than that I am bout as lost as a two year old wondering where money comes from. it was great, because my boyfriend is great. and i love each and every last friend that i have (b/c i realize how hard it is to find a friend that aint in quotes) about the movies umm i didnt go b/c i felt so bad about it i just moved myself into a corner and begin to think about crying or something. i never got to it but its all thank God, Evvan totally understood that I have a conscience and just couldnt do it. lol then my cousin shadee asked me about the movies in the store with my boyfriend and he totally knew nothing bout it so he was lookin upside my head. lol and then when my cousin caught the hint she asked me in public why i lied to him or her and i told her the truth, i never went to the movies but it wasnt with him that i was going to the movies with in the first place, but i had a guilt trip and stayed my black ass home. dang family is so nosey you dont need gossipers or haters to get ya biznez out in tha world. n e ways my weekend was most enjoyable and very sexual but i dont want to make this into a porno so nobody has to hear that :P. but till next time and till more thoughts bye bye.