im starting to feel unwilling to continue living. sharp things are beginning to look appealing. im starting to like the idea of ending something and quickly and painlessly as possible. ive been thinking how long it would take on to die on an overdose on pills.then i tried to figuere out why is this little girl with the whole world at the tip of her fingers so depressed. maybe because she ate too many of the world's deadly sinful cookies and they gave her a tummy ache. maybe she's being overtaken by the sugar and its starting to give her a headache. or maybe somebody is making me pay for stolen merchandise. i would like to say life is fine, but its not. im sure it will be. but for quite some time ive had this idea. and its to self annialate. i never keep an idea im not going to do for more than a week.