i can feel the trouble coming. im turning sixteen and im changing. from skin break outs to differences of opinions to the desire for more freedom. cant you guess which one is not coming so easy. today my mom was on my case pissed b/c i wasnt where she left me. understandable but damn!!!! its the fuckin weekend and all i ask is a lil untimed fun b/c ive been on time all week with school. all im askin for is a real break so i can function durin my war zone week. i was supposed to stay the night with jeff. who also had over matt. who is awesome so thats cool. but she ruined that. and its not fine. but maybe its best i be here b/c man i needed a shower i felt all sticky and shit from playing lots after my shower. and i didnt even have a sleep over bag made. today was awesome regardless of all the technicalities. im really hungry but i think im just goin to go to bed so i can have a bright and early start tomorrow. plus i need to get some rest. i have an idea that these headaches and dizzyness is caused from lack of sleep. if not i am freaking pregnant. AGAIN!!!! luv always sugah ps jeff's been being really sweet. a few small faults but other than that really sweet. i dont know how to thank him since all of this shit is going on in my life. i have no idea what is up but i wont complain at all b/c this just makes every day a little bit more worth living.