i know where they got "drama queen" from. think of that show. "Andromeda". there's always drama right, and they always have a queen or w/e. Anyways that is my thought of it. my life is alot like that show. things are only stable for a while. and then POW i am attacked by some unknown spacecraft and forced to reconcile with it. and like them too, i am floating through some space lookin for an unknown something. as u can tell i havent been watching that show, and i dont plan to tune in any time soon. i know that when it is over between me and lajeffrey i will cry. and i will want to die. i will wish i could kill myself so he can miss me and know it was all his fault. i will wish for yesterdays and that it would all be okays. i would want him to take me back, or for things to be alot like the past. Thank God that has not happened yet. man i will be fucked up and lost and my diary will be that of a depressed soul. will anybody help me when it happens that way?? i know i had a great weekend. jeff's dad asked him to stop sleepin in the same bed as me. but now i dont even want to stay over there anymore. i want jeffrey to learn how to respect his parents wishes. he's gettin smarter, and i am so happy. like he was like well i can understand why you dont want to stay over anymore. but when we get our own apartment we can do things our way and there will be no questions. ive moved my date till next may. so i can move on to senior and be 17 so my mom cant have the police find me and bring me back as a runaway. awesome right?? and then he got mad at me cuz i went swimming with tre, and didnt where a shirt over my "EXTREMELY HOT BIKINI". i totally understand that one. trey likes me and jeffrey knows it. he's so pushy though. i had on this really short skirt, and yea i know it was border line till u could see my ass but i wasnt going anywhere. i was just playing taxi and takin people places. anyways he made me take it off b/c trey was there. my periods not here yet. EVERYBODY GET DOWN ON THEIR KNEES AND PRAY!!!!