I sat here alone so long last night that I got over my mood of disapair all by myself. I bet God made that happen. Made me realize that I can take care of me all by myself. My how long it took though. Lajeffrey called. At about four o clock in the morning, and then at six, but all and still he called. Very sweet of him I am guessing. (lol) He was tired and I hate talkin to tired people so I let him go, but I don't know... I think he wanted to tell me something. Today was a weird day. I got dressed up. I mean snazzy dressed. I wore a fur coat and this dress by some itialian designer with the matching high profile shoes. It was crazy. I felt like a different person. Now I see how girls go diva. Maybe it was to make up for yesterday's gone sour feelings. It's hard to admit that you are in love with a fireball. That is what I will call him. He's got lots of life and energy, lots of everything. He's just like me. We wake up horny. Get fucked off our asses. Kiss with morning breath (if we like you). Sleep all underneathe people and whild. And are just full of surprises. All of my brothers are like that one fits you. It's gone be a head to head race to the death with you two. (lol) May it be a sweet death for us both. I made a new profile. I've got to say it is off the chain. I looked for new shoes. Boots really. Didn't find any, though there was a huge sale everywhere. I am lookin for Steven Madden minoloes. The originals at that. I'll be lookin for days. If I don't get that I guess I'll settle for the Valentine Shox. Major difference in shoes huh? That's just me. Well with that said I'lll leave cause I have nothing else to say. luv always Sugah