i wish life was like the sims. and you could see on a meter how much somebody liked you and visa versa. i wish you could see how social you feel and everything else the sims shows you that real life doesnt. i guess im stilll a non reality girl. reality is so cruel though. ide much rather live in a dream state. sincerely sugah you know what?? maybe i dont believe in God anymore. its weird. after a while you just give up hope and you cant even believe in what used to work for me. its funny how when i was about to change my life around i get stuck with something so damn useless. hate me if you want people but i dont really like children, and can hate the ones that are mine. i never planned to have kids so why am i stuck with one now?? i know where athiests come from. if there is a God regardless of choice why am i hurting so much b4 ive even made one??