Dear God, It's me, one of your lil sinners, calling once again upon you to save me from my desperate plunge into depression. As i let others control me i continue to lose myself in all the twisting and turning. My love life. If that is what you can call it is starting to remind me of all the others. call me irrational but I think i made another "wrong turn". please let me be wrong. All of my friends say I am so different as if I am on a different planet. and maybe i am. sometimes i feel like i am on Venus lookin down at Earth screamin FUCK YOU. and then sometimes i feel like they have a pistol at my planet screaming DIE BITCH!! am I going through some type of damn puberty? I am fifteen years old and have seen it all. or simply has my life's past mistakes caught up with me and made me hate who i see. hate who've ive become, and regret my little existance. has the enemy defeated me? Dear Heavenly father help me please. luv always ur servant Sugah