i would kick him in his ass for being so goddamned late!!!! i would tell him that he was supposed to sweep me off my feet years ago and how dare he keep me waiting in this awesome outfit that i have on!! honestly guys i had a bad day and i was prepared to make people read about it, but ive had a change of attitude and i dont want to talk about that anymore. ill write about the more positive things in life, b/c there are some. like honestly im alive and kicking and can see and have all my sences. i have people who made me smile and i made them smile so its all good. my dream man. is a vaquero. riding in the sunset, with that beautiful brown skin. he'll ride me away on a beautiful horse and ill say damn we aint got a car and poof out of no where he'll have me one. from then on ill be his princess and behave and never complain. me and mi vaquero, todos los dias felicidad. im takin a bubble bath today!!! with incense and essential oils. ill lather me down in lotion and rub oils on my skin. ill feel like a queen. ive come to realize. my relationship is something like a rollercoaster riding on the rails of hell. when im with him im high and as soon as he's gone im so low plunging lower in a mood of depression. luv always sugah