i am so glad that life goes on rather people take the time to remember you or not or i would be a very non existant person. seven days between diary entries and only one reply. i so see the love. and thank you very much for that comment bottledemotion. not only was this the only reply but i didnt get phone calls from anybody for at least a good week after everything had been planned out. another thing, i think me and jeffrey are over. we dont talk much at all, and when he asked me yesterday why come i couldnt call i was so drunk i couldnt answer and he just knew that i was not going to. im not going to, so he shouldnt hold his breath. im the sick one here, he should be worried about me. anyways i was constipated. i never went to the hospital and my system is still not regular. my period is three weeks late, and the problem is i dont even care. a damn shame isnt it. its a real shame how i look. im a mess from head to toe. lazy in every way i hardly ever want to eat, take showers, or even brush my damn teeth. maybe its summer syndrome and the fact that ours is boring. i have no clue. well im blabbering so ill end this luv always sugah