i just wanted to update people on this new feeling i just got and try to understand it my damn self. today i looked at my boyfriend and i just wished time would stop. i saw him smile and i was in a daze all day. i dropped that money and the fact that he was about to spend all of his money payin for my mistake melted my heart. he touched me and i declared my body his. now all i think about is him. you sing a love song and my heart starts to throb because he's not there. he comes in the room and my body gets the chills. when he tells me he loves me i picture the "pickett fence dream" i swear ive found this little angel who breathes only for me and i never want to lose my share of heaven. somebody tell me am i going to be okay. tell me what I should do. I am so insecure that i cant take this feeling of love. i dont want to be alone and when i am done bein dumb this is what i see. can somebody tell me how to handle this?