i just realized. evvan is gone. his heart is probably. miles. from here. and im not sad. because for the moment. my heart is frozen too. i prayed to God one night. i asked for the strength to take my heart back. and he asked me was i sure. so me being one of those people who need a life line. i said no. and since then ive had to think about. what is the harm. in having the power to take away your love? what or who can it hurt?