heylo all thanx so much for commenting on my need for help if you did. it was very much appreciated. unfortunately, I got high, spoke my mind, and was released by the proper authorities. (lol) aka Aaron. meaning we are officially over. I havent been so happy in a while. Damn. I must have been really and truely tied down. I don't know how to miss him because in those last three weeks he wasnt mine. you could feel it. we played the part of stages from the time we were caught until the time he did the right thing. I cant be mad. I mean he did the right thing. But because I was crying so hard and pouring out my soul with little or no simpathy I feel like if the chance comes around No will be the answer to a second chance. Why? because I dont remember him giving me a second chance. I poured out my heart. I let go of my pride. And it got me no where. So forgive me if I am a little cold. I am happy where I am. Wherever that is. It's good. Lajeffrey has been there when he needs to be. Though I doubt he can complete the job. Evvan is trying. But damn that!! So anyways about me. I am just focusing on the more important for now and forever. School work and track. Family and Friends. and foremost my religion. the one who got me through it all. before friends even knew to call. So thanx like i said. but i have much work to complete so ill get off of here. bye luv always Sugah