okay. am i a bad person? i made my boyfriend tell me that he loved me. in my own way. but i think i was serious. i told him how abusive he was with his neglagence. and some how even though his vocabulary is that of a two year olds he understood and said no, and that i was very sadly mistaken. he said that they cant do the same thing as he could. i had been telling him how this guy was telling me he was all he would ever need because he would do it all. and i believed him. i mean that is all he tried to do with his last girlfriend. and the girlfriend before that. we as females with lots of baggage just can not take that and dont understand their aim when they do that. i mean i am going to stay with my angel. because rather i got with that guy or not he still wouldnt be my angel and maybe i would be the next girl to abuse his wonderful ways. because unlike my uncle travis, travis truely is angelic. i guess today i am thinking with all of my might. i am going to get some rest. i was so tired this morning. so sleepy. i didnt go to school till bout nine twenty or so. my teacher forgave me. my mom says she is a sorry teacher, who lets us run all over her as if there are no rules. but who cares? im not failing. even though i am tardy beyond five mins every day. life is pretty swell. our j.v team beat lee today. which is a good thing. i guess you could say im just coasting. not pushing madly forward, not slacking behind. just coasting. lol even track was nice. awesome work out not above and beyond and not slackin beyond beliefe just an all around good workout. well with all of that said and no more added ill holla. luv always ~tara~ (muah)