why do boyfriends always compare us to other girls? what the fuck are they thinking when they think we can handle that shit without looking at ourselves as if we might be nothing at all. oh my gosh today we were on hair. i am ghetto. my hair is ghetto fabulous. he is comparing my hair to these mixed girls!!! what the fuck does that make me think? ok so i tell him you know what get with one of those girls. and the fuckin convo doesnt even end there. we keep on. and he just digs a deeper fuckin hole. dumb ass boy. so now im furious. im tired. im ready to go to bed. fustrated. and im so angry i dont even know what to think about him. i am so ready for him to leave if that is what he is going to do. and to add to it track started today so i am a little more than tired okay. thankx. okay hell since i can think of nothing else and am choking back tears. b/c i refuse to cry over this shit i am about to just leave. before i say some more shit that usually i regret. luv always ~taRA~