i wish i wasnt so afraid of hospitals. or i should would go to one. i wonder what kind phobia that is. it doesnt matter, until im dying im not going. it seems like every time i feel like i am dying of pain or whatever i get to the hospital and the wait is so long that i just get better or w/e right there in the hospital before i even see a doctor. and the only reason that i dont leave is so that i can get a doctors excuse as to why im late to school the next morning. im in this tech class right now. and im getting aggrivated. it seems to be two girls, in a lower grade than me. one talks alot but never knows what she is talking about, and the other one thinks she is so cute that if she touches her she has to get all rude. im trying to be peaceful because none of this has anything to do with me, but damn somebody needs to reality check her. maybe its that it is so early in the morning that their lil quirks are bothering me. another thing is she has these huge feet (the cocky one) like she can paddle to china from texas with those things. and the other has this big dopey look on her face as if maybe she has down syndrome. anyways life is okay aside from the pains and other things going on. i would be better off somewhere strung out on nortabs though if you ask me. well ill update later if i slap this bitch through a screen. luv always sugah