okay wonderful day. sorries if yalls wasnt, but this one has so far been awesome. i wont count my eggs to soon though b/c people just luv to rain on my fuckin parade. u know what?? fuck them cuz not today. well anways, no i didnt make it to school on time. try fifth period. damn daylight savings time. have alot of school to make up now. not neccesarily work just hours. texas has all these laws blah blah blah. basically u can only miss nine days a semester without failing and u can believe im way past nine. hmm. my baby has been having a rough time. havin a hard time takin this miscarriage thing. i mean he's happy but damn did he have plans or what. we can try again later. when i can consider it a blessing as quickly as it happens. as soon as i am in control of my life and can pitch in. 15 is just not a good time. this relationship is really good. i wont jinx it. naw who am i kidding. we have our moments but shit we are the type to get over it. this weekend was awesome. friday had a track meet. sat morn woke up to find that my brothers had been jumped by 15 other guys. they looked good though. must have been some damn sissy ass nikkas. then went to a track meet in my pj's with some friends. ( i felt beautiful). then to a fashion show. which means i missed prom. but i did get to see my baby and stay the night. woke up to him. glorious. spent the rest of the day with old skool luved ones. glorious. the word of the day must be glorious. luving the song "rain fall down" by hilary duff, and "toxix" by brittany spears. end of the day and the day is still right. got to see my baby. damn that always makes me rise high in the sky. been having these wonderful conversations. and got all of my shit done before 11 o clock!! who's awesome and incredible?? if u didnt know. ME!!! well i guess im off the interent for tonight. G'night and God bless all. kiss kiss luv always Sugah