got a job. im speaking it into existance. for those who dont know what that means its kind of like a catholic jinx thing. only like what you want to happen you say out loud and speak as if it is real. (main reason you dont say a child is bad) anyways like i said. i have a job. at either vanity or old navy, and i cant wait. only my parents are being bitches and dont want to add me to the insurance. i think if i can get this job they'll let me b/c ill pay half of that. me and jeff are okay now. yea like i said i am the drama queen and can often times over react. its just that i did hurt so bad. i didnt understand him at all yesterday. why was he so mad?? no idea. but like he called during lunch and we fixed it. i talked to his mom and she was like yea i said that i think it is crazy for your mom to say she has a problem with how long jeff stays over yet u can stay the night. it makes sence. it is almost as if my mom tried to tell her how to raise her kids. not to mention i know she is moody. she has some kind of disease that causes her to have seizures and the medicine she takes has effects on her mood. still it hurt. i guess that is what i get for listening to he say she say. now im still waiting to find out if dfyit really tests ur pee. i mean i doubt ill past but i have this feeling that will. i mean i dont smoke, and i take so many other pills and stuff that it ought to be blocked out. plus i told my mom that i think this chick switched our piss, b/c this one girl who didnt want to take the test kept standing really close to mine. lol. seriously, its crazy but i bet she was desperate. well i have said enough. im feeling okay luv always sugah ps driving all should be scared. i have serious road rage.