Dear Diary My body has been and is in so much pain. I have no idea what is going on. I am often sick to my stomach with pains in my kidneys it feels like. I discovered that at one time it was gas, well burps anyways after taking some Tums, but other than that I am still in pain. It didnt stop me from eating though. I made myself a breakfast burritto. When Trey called I told him how my kidneys hurt and he brought me some water and cranberry juice, a gallon of each (I am starting to think that he spoils me). Later that night, he made me sauted shrimp. I helped him skin and devain them, the shrimp was awesome. I spent the night with Lajeffrey and I think that maybe I have a virus or something because his stomached started hurting after I kissed him and continued sitting by him. I'm just not sure what is going on and I am afraid of hospitals, so I don't want to go see what is medically wrong with me. Plus there are some other things going on that I don't want to speak on. yesterday i did this guy a favor by letting him come over and use my pc right?? well like i said trey bought me this big ol gallon of water and a liter of water. i had just now opened the liter and was drinking that. he wants some water and im like drink the liter and he looks at me like are you sick?? that really hurt, it means he wonders where my mouth has been. his girlfriend who is supposed to be my friend is the one who pointed out the look on his face and acted like that was okay. i say fuck both of those snotty ass people and i wont be waisting my time trying to be polite anymore. Sincerely Sugah