okay yesterday. instead of being the i wish girl i became the i do girl. it was nice. you see my "babydaddy" was online and you know he wasnt going to say anything to me and i was sitting there wishing he was. so i grabbed some balls and imed him. oh gosh it was heaven. we have alot to talk about, he thought we were still together and just doing out own thing. so now we have to re establish a standing. you know establishing that we are friends and parents and why. im sad. i wish our world was not such a bad one. i believe in God and i believe he should destroy us and start over again like last time. ive been being the fuck it just do it girl for a while. i mean i have nothing to lose. i asked evvan out on a date. he said yes. so right now im pretty happy. luv always sugah