now a days i am really conscience of my weight. I know how i want it to look, and what I have to do to get it there so my eating habits are a bit strange now. In fact some days I don't eat. Don't get me wrong. I'm not starving myself. I'm simply not hungry at that moment ya know. And some days I am not hungry all day. I think that alot of the time I am eating so that I will not be hungry which is very strange.sometimes I think that as a child i stretched my stomach because there is hardly an ending to it. I mean I used to eat two extra long coneys (if they bought it) (Sonic's Drive In) before I had even hit the double digets. Now I sit here eating veggie stir fry, or chowing down on rice and crackers all day. I think my biggest meal is the two vitamins and glass of milk juice or water I take a day. Minus the weekends. My friend is gone to Dallas for the day. I'll miss him. He is like a sponge. He soaks in all my emotions and troubles and takes all of the bad away from it. I bet on the inside he is the biggest bacteria because of me. but dont get me wrong. i am his sponge too. I love him. He doesnt judge me. he doesnt have to worry bout me judging him either. We are two sinners on the way to soulful forgives. last night my boyfriend and i talked basically all night, and then this morning we talked for a while but we werent saying anything. I was simply hanging on because he wouldnt let me go. going to the party with chris tonight and plan to have a shit load of fun. well i got hair to do so let me holla atchall later. deuce duce ~taRA~