okay well ill update you all on that day. never believe ex's, because they are you not you and you are not in their best intrest. i guess she figuered if he didnt want her he couldn't have anybody. i just did it like this. he called and he was like you can not let me go for this bullshit so i didnt. i was like if you are lying tell me now b/c i will kill you and you will wish you had. and then he was like well im not. so this time i believe him. maybe later i wont. anyways things have gone smoove sailing. aaron called. we are friends now. its nice. and my friend is gone. i miss him. life is good. well class if over so i have to go, hopefully it will let me on when i get home. luv always Sugah okay an update on life. its funny how i change so quickly, i dont even know what the top of that says. i am almost not responsible for things said in the past. horrible isnt it. such an unstable creature. right now i miss lajeffrey and i want him to miss and want me as much as i want and miss him. (he was on the interent but i didnt say hi b/c i wanted him to say something first, and then i didnt know if it was him or not. he didnt say hi whoever it was.)i think usher hit the spot on "Got it bad" b/c i got it bad dont know what i am doing and am sure to fall if i dont watch myself. Im thinking of running back to security when iam more secure in myself. security being aaron. crazy huh. maybe i miss him. i am not sure about myself anymore. today we had a dance thing for the freshman's they are so not crunk. our dance is so tight but they didnt appreciate shiot. well whatever b/c i have nothing else to say. this sorry ass weather is beginning to take a toll on my three day weekend. lets call this Day 1.