Its been a good long time since I visited this journal of mine... it seems I only really need it in times of loneliness and trouble. During those times though, its always been a huge help and a way for me to get things off my chest. So here I am, feeling alone and depressed, writing down my thoughts on the internet for.... I don't know why. I guess I like the idea of being able to connect with strangers via my problems. That even if they're not commenting, there's somebody listening. Even if there isn't.... this is a tiny little journal service that nobody I've ever met has heard of save for the one girl who introduced me to it nearly a decade ago. So why I feel like this connects me to people, I don't know... but it does. So that's what matters. It helps.

For the last year and a half I've been dating this girl named Anne