Wow, i had a rad day... but in the same light i had a kinda bad day. I got to hang out with Kevin and do some longboarding, but I couldn't help but think about everything that's going on in my life. I feel like I'm being overly-dramatic about how I respond to what happens in my life, but I know that my actions won't change anything by now so I'm questioning where to go. I know what i should do, but something is telling me not to. I have fun all the time... but I feel like I'm never really getting to know anyone for what they actually are. Even the people I thought I knew are now suddenly so different to me. But I've definitely started to question how I'm going to moniter how I show my affection, I want to show love and it seems like I'm denying myself of it from others by asking too much... it's messed up my love life right now, but it's always been rather on the non-existant side, so i'll just get back adjusted... but I'm listening to Five Iron... so all is well. Have a great night everyone.