Wow, I'm really tired of having my car taken away. Now is the stage where I'm just waiting for my parents to notice my effort towards my math grade (I got a 74% on that test by the way (so now I AM passing)). I know that they know I'm trying my hardest, after all my mom has told me. I just think that they want to try something new punishment-wise and that's why they're keeping my car longer. I just don't like the contradiction that takes place in their punishment from day to day, it's almost like they want me to be frustrated with what they say just to make the punishment worse. They went to Las Vegas this weekend and I had to stay at AJ and Ian's... not that it was my choice anyways. I like the guys, they're both my friends, but their parents are almost as ridiculous as mine. I wanted to stay at Jared's but my mom kinda signed me up because she friends with Ian and AJ's mom. The weekend was fine, I had a fantastic Friday at the Guy's Night at my church, it was amazing. Outside of that my weekend was basically just being bound by what AJ's parents thought the rules of me staying over at their house entailed. AJ's house is right down the street from mine by the way, which is fine, but it was kind of frustrating when I couldn't go to my own house to sleep or check on the cat, so I just went anyways. I'm going to be busy tomorrow, and I really don't think my mom cares, I've been telling them about this fundraiser that we're (False Jazz) going to play at and she thinks that it's just some joke and that I should just blow it off. So, like an idiot, I suggested that (since I am passing and trying my hardest (which by the way is the terms for keeping the car in the first place)) I get my car back just to take to and from school, and not on weekends or for recreation stuff, but apparently I'm fighting back by even asking that, so I just dropped it. I really can't wait until next year, I really can't. It's going to be so much easier than this year, I can finally devote myself to StuGo and not have Spanish II, Algebra II or Men's Choir to worry about. I'll have a schedule that won't allow my parents to blame me for terrible things, although they probably still will. Ah, I really do love my parents, but I just wish that they would see the things I do sometimes, they were so quick to trust anything that my sister said, but now my time around it's like they have to take everything I say as a lie until proven true. I just wish they would see the good in me for once, because whenever they do it's just superficial, they never actually consider that I'm a good kid. Anyways, everyone sleep well and have a fantastic week.