My day today was a pretty sad one... at least in terms of a day that I have break. The details I won't so much go into, but I just got left out of so much stuff today it was ridiculuous. I kept trying to suggest things that I could possibly do, but each one required one thing I didn't have... money. I just don't like how I applied for a job and my parents think that I'm not trying. I really want to make my own money for once... that's the thing about Christmas too, I think for the last couple of years my parents have given me money to buy gifts for everyone (which takes away the point (especially when the money they give me is spent on their own gifts). I just want to earn things under my own esteem for once without having to suffer massive reprocussions. Sleep well everyone, and happy holidays.