Life is going pretty well right now, I think some things in life are definitely changing for the better, and also for the not-so-much better. I've been working insane hours this week, and I just got a call from my boss telling me to be at work as soon as possible, even though I was supposed to work today from 2-6 (bear in mind it's 9am right now). But the job's really not that bad when it's just Nona (my other manager) there. I did work yesterday from 2 to 10, which wasn't bad, there weren't very many people there, they were all at Halloween parties I'd imagine. So I'm getting ready to go to work now, but I'm not sure exactly how my Halloween is going to go, just because I'm not exactly sure when I'm going to get off of work. I'm not quite sure if I really wanna talk about everything that's happening in my life, but I will say this, I'm ready to give up on some people. I had such hope in some of my relationships, and for all I know this could be my fault... but I think I can genuinely say that I'm done. I'm done trying to impress. I'm done trying to be someone I'm not. I'm done being the only one who says hello. I'm done trying to give of myself. I'm done being the only one who cares. That's all I really have to say. Have a nice halloween kids.