I just realized something. Some people can just make you seem to be something other than you are. They make you act in a manner that is completely atypical of your usual self. I thought about it, and of all the people on planet Earth that do this to me, the sum is 3. They can shatter my masculinity regardless of how confident I feel around my peers... at any time too. I think it might be the fact that all of them are girls, maybe not. Maybe it has to do with the fact that all three of these girls aren't really that close to me at all. I don't so much understand what it is about them, but when I talk to them, or interact with them, I can't talk right, or act myself or have a decent conversation for that matter. I'm pretty sure they don't know each other, but they share a similar trait of making me feel like a fool in their prescence. They just have such a strength or kind of confidence that I thought I had, but when I'm with them, it's gone... and to tell you the truth it's kinda cool. I don't know, maybe I'm not making sense, maybe I am... either way, I've noticed this ridiculous phenomenon and documented it for the first time as of right now. You guys should probably tell me what you think, and if you agree it's only confirming that I'm not clinically insane. I'm going to be kids, sleep well.