I've noticed something about my life lately, and it really bothers me... I'm never right, whatever the issue, whenever the issue, i'm always wrong. I've tried my hardest on things (like Spanish II)... but it's never enough. I feel like I'd be better off if I just gave up. I think if I still have a D by quarter grades I'm dropping the class, that way I'll get all of my privelages again, like going to shows that I was supposed to. I missed Relient K last time they came to town, and now for the second time. It really worries me that I'm going to be having 3 more years of this going on. I really hope things start to look up because my "mistakes" are ruining my life... the best time i'm supposed to have, high-school. I just pray to God that I can have patience to sit this one out and suck it up when it comes to listening to my mom and getting punishment. The thing is about my mom, and sometimes my dad, is that she doesn't have it in her mindset that she can be wrong, and everyone else in this world is not worthy of her trust. I know she's still a great woman and I'll always love her, but I just can't take being yelled at for every little thing that doesn't go according exactly to plan. Goodnight all.