I wasn't going to write, but for one reason or another, I decided to. I haven't written in quite some time which I was starting to feel worse and worse about. Here's the deal. I'm not in high school anymore. I graduated. I just got back from my first junior high camp as the 7th grade guys counselor and I'm off to Europe in approximately 5 hours and 32 minutes. I was thinking about how I'm not going to have the same pictures on my computer anymore and it made me think about actually not seeing these people. It's sad, but I've never been more ready for college. I just didn't think it'd come up this quietly this fast. I don't feel any different. I'm content with where I'm at and I wouldn't trade it (my life that is) for anything. I noticed a few things at Junior High camp these past few days as well. I'm not going to be okay with small or medeocre in my life. I want my music, my photography, and my career to be freaking huge. I don't want to make music that's already been made, I want to make music that people get genuinely excited for and look forward to hearing and singing. I want my pictures to be incredible even if my lenses break every 5 seconds. I want to be above doubts and excuses. I don't like that idea alot either. I don't think it's good that I want everything to be so massive all the time, I just think when resources are there and the will is there and the means are there, why not blow it up. Blow everything up. I'm going sleep. Then I'm going to London. Later kids.