Setbacks and Letdowns

Feeling: undecided
So sorry I didn't update in the last few days... okay lots of days. Anywho, alot has been going on lately, changes for the better... changes for the worse. Whichever, life's been interesting. I'm letting people down by bringing other people up, and it's like I have to choose but the choice is only between satisfying people, so naturally someone is going to be let down. To add to that, some random person just sent me an instant message calling me numerous vulgar names... one of which was coward, I wouldn't be caring of this is they had said who they are (which is cowardly of them), and if they had justified their reasoning (twice as cowardly). Anyway, False Jazz is going well. We're playing @ the Charity Ball at our school this Saturday. Sleep well everyone.
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trying to please everybody is all but impossible. and about that dude, fuck him. sorry bout the language, but thats the attitude. anywho, i hope that you can work things out with whoever it is thats unhappy with you. it sucks having ppl pissed at you. especially if you consider them good friends.
[Anonymous]
hey blakeman... i am only going to the charity ball to see u guys play! lol... i promised mason and kris i would go for u guys... so feel loved b/c u all are!! that and ur an amazing band... so hey it all works! lol

~Erin
[Anonymous]
ack dood i cant go to el charity ballo. my b. i have a "tournament" as they call it in san diego, so i will have to put off seeing your crazy little band even further.
I randomly came across your journal.
Your interesting :)
That happened to me today too. I got a random IM from someone telling me I stole their name and how rude that is. Who knows?
[Anonymous]
I wanted to tell you something but Im too much of a coward to 1) tell you in person and 2) tell you who I am, at least for right now that is. But..
[Anonymous]
I just think you are such an amazing person with so many talents, and I honestly love being in your presence. You're so refreshing and kind, and ..
[Anonymous]
Im really glad that we're friends. Even though I kind of (most definetly) wish to be more. Anyway, friends will be enough. Keep on living for God...
[Anonymous]
because people notice. You Rock.
[Anonymous]