I didn't realize just how many people I'm going to miss seeing on a daily basis as of this Monday (the end of the school year). Everyone seems to be... so, not themself this week, I think that's okay, but the circumstances are kinda tragic. I may never see some of these people, that I call my best friends, ever again. That really makes me feel euphoric, just seeing people at their finest hour... it also makes me anxious for next year and all that is has to give me. I can't wait for a new start, a clean slate, a "new half" of high-school... because apparently this is where high-school is the best. I don't know where my love life right now is either... I just know two things about this year, I've broken girls' hearts and I've gotten terrible grades in the two classes that I've tried my best in. I think one thing that I've noticed about my "love life," if it's valid to call it that, is this, I can't commit unless I have a unique understand of the person I like (or for that matter, the person who likes me)... I just have to understand that person's reasoning. I really can't connect with the person unless I just know what kind of person they are... which I guess sometimes is a good thing. Also, I really felt like I've let so many people down this year, and I'm ready to start again to so I can make people happy and aim to please (especially my parents). Happy parents = driving privelages (or so I've been told)... Have a sweet summer kids.