So here's the update on how much of a total idiot I am. I think this might be the reason I never have any luck with girls in relationships... I ALWAYS wait around for something to happen. I was going to ask this girl out to dinner this weekend, and just my luck (as apparently everyone knows but me) she has a boyfriend... I'm really, really stupid. The same sort of thing happened with the last girl I felt this way about too, I don't know if things would have been different if had told her how beautiful she was or how much I cared for her. I think I just procrastinate so much, it eventually catches up with me. For all I know this girl's had boyfriend forever, for all I know that is. I don't know what the future holds guys, but I'll try not to remember how this friday went... it was a rather depressing one to say the least. Anyways, I hope you guys have an excellent weekend. Later kids.