I had a grand ol' time last night. Hadas and I went to dinner and hung around like homeless people for a while, then we went over to the theater and saw "Sideways" which is an excellent movie. It's basically the most sexually gratuitous film ever shown in theaters (well I don't know about that) and it just has several parts that didn't necessarily have to occur in order for the plot to go forward... nonetheless it was a really good movie. It's a very, very relational, sort-of tragic love story comedy. I guess I look like an idiot describing it that way... okay, it's alot like Garden State (but in the same sense, really not). I made a decision this weekend too, I'm going to try to be much less candid with how I feel in terms of relationships from here on out in high-school (and maybe life... who knows?). I think it's stupid for me to be parading around like myself when I was 12 and 13. I think it's safe to say that I'm no longer that person, and regardless of how much I despise some of the mannerisms I had in Jr. High, I'm not going to let them shape who I become in the long run. I'm not embarrased of what I've done in life, and I'm not going to deny my past, or pretend like these things I'm ashamed of never happened. I've actually grown up this last year. I've learned about how people respond to love, and kindness and how people can shy away from it when people hurt them. I know I've hurt people, but I love people, I think that should be evident in more ways than just my personality. Anyways, I'm off to work kids, but you all should definitely get some sleep for me... because I've gotten a very scarce amount in the past few days. Have a great week kids.