Today is easter. As such, I didn't like church... I never really have liked church on days like this (I usually love it), but I didn't like it in particular this morning. Not to be entirely cynical, I think the entire crux of easter is the most important foundation of my faith in general, but when you bring people who just want to be involved for the heck (no pun intended) of it, things get ridiculous. I don't like how so many people are so quick to rush out the door on this particular Sunday, but not any other throughout the year, at this particular time, wearing their absolute best designer spring fashions and all the while they have no idea just how ridiculous they're making themselves by perpetuating this cycle of, "If I can just play the part a little better..." Nobody's fooled. These people deserve Christ as much as I do, so they should stop acting like I deserve Him less than they do. And I acutally got some dirty looks at my own church... the place I attend two and three times a week, wearing these same clothes, with this same hairstyle... that's not logical. Maybe this whole thing makes sense to you, or maybe not. Either way, I just really dislike how people treat easter and christmas. It's terrible that people have actually gotten so calloused to the idea of a relational commitment with God that just playing the part two days a year gives them satisfaction in knowing that people saw that they were there on christmas, or they were there on easter. I do know this though, I need to stop being so freaking stand-offish to these people. It's my job to love everyone, even if I'm vehemetly opposed to what they do, or how they treat people. It's good I can realize this... I've realized that a million and a half times already. On the lighter side, I worked 26 hours in the last three days... it's a good time. I got payed close to 12.50 an hour for the 10 hours I worked today though (the easter pay thing). I should be close to getting my guitar. I'm just so anxious. And, in case you didn't catch it from the title, I longboarded for the entirety of my lunch break today... it was a good run. Anyways, have a great night kids. Sleep well.