I know what's happened, I'll leave that to myself. Anyhow, these past few nights have been quite strange. I don't know what caused me to feel so down, but I've just started to feel really out of place in certain situations I'd otherwise be quite comfortable in. I like someone... again, and I don't know what to do about it this time. Every sociable, suave fiber in my body is telling me to go and profess, and live, and make high school what it is, but the other, I don't know 4 percent of me, is saying don't. I've had A Century of Song going on these last few days, and I felt incredibly bound by the fact that I wasn't playing the songs I'd practiced, learned and perfected over the past few weeks. I should just be out right now, but I've got S.A.T's tomorrow morning and apparently they determine how the rest of my life goes, so I'm not out acting like fool at Denny's (like I would otherwise be doing). I really like this girl though guys, I don't know where she's at relationship-wise... I never do, but something's a little different this time. I do know a few things that need to happen this next year... 1. I need to be a man about life next year, and live it accordingly 2. I need to stop thinking that I'm the supreme protagonist all the time. 3. I need to let these people know how I really feel about them, and stop keeping the fact that I really love having them in my life to myself, and stop being so freaking sarcastic all the time. So that's all I'm really feeling right now, I'm glad this quarter is over, even though I ended it by breaking some promises. These next 20 days will be better. Goodnight guys.