Listening to: Kind of Like Spitting- Haven't Been to The Ocean Sense
Feeling: betrayed
Here's the next chapter of how dumb David is. I guess everyone that I know except for myself, was in on something today. I hate it. I don't know if I still want to run for Student Body President because of it... I am the only one to blame for it. Yeah, and I guess that my trust has finally worn entirely too thin for my own good. I don't want to go to school tomorrow, or, if people act how they did today, ever again. I was happy, and proud of our progress on prom, and my thoughts towards that changed today... they changed alot. My mom loves to teach me this lesson, she actually does it with all of my belongings, and I think it's safe to say that she's gone too far. She brought the people that I respect most into it, the people that I trusted into it. I can't now... I know what they're capable of, and you know, it's funny because I don't care what they have to say. You know what, it is my fault, and thanks to them for letting me know that ten times over. My thoughts weren't legitimate to them in the first place... they never have been, and it would be in their best interest to stop pretending like they did mean something, now I know that they don't... so I should stop trying. I think tomorrow might just be the end of my campaign. If it means that this whole charade just proved my incompitance, I guess I might as well just take responsibility for the mistake I made, and leave it at that... leave StuGo at that. I have nothing more to prove because my reputation for responsibility up to this point has basically been wrecked. I might as well not make mistakes anymore, I might as well not trust people. Goodnight.
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