I understand what stress is now. I understand what being busy is... tomorrow is going to be even worse, but as far as I can see, it's the last leg... just (as of now) the finishline is the weekend. I need rest. I feel really bad too, I feel like I've let someone down who was important to me... thing is I like someone, but it's not who I'm supposed to like and who I did pryor. I'm sorry if I've hurt you Laurie, I'm such a jerk and you deserve someone so much better than me... it's like I wanted it to work out between us, and I don't know what to do. I'm on my last leg in more ways than one. On the other hand, I've been really optimistic lately, and I've been able to show love in numerous ways that people wouldn't necessarily experience in their daily lives. I need to go somewhere far away for a while or something. It's all starting to fall into place I guess. I need rest everyone, but hey... I really appreciate you guys looking at my diary and leaving me comments and stuff. Sleep well friends.