I still like this girl. Spring break's over. She's out of town. I'm an idiot. I don't know what to do about. I'll figure it out. Otherwise, I had an excellent trip to Disneyland, quite possibly the best trip there I've had, or at least the one with the least amount of waiting. The breakdown of Space Mountain while I was riding it was a good time too. I got to see what no man is supposed to see. I got my hair cut today too, or rather, thinned. I decided I wanted to grow it out a while ago and I didn't realize just how difficult a task that is becoming (and it isn't even that long yet). But yeah, the girl. She's incredible and I don't even know her. Maybe it's just one of those things that happens, and she doesn't even look at me the same way and she doesn't even care like I do, but at the same time... maybe it's different than that. I hate situations like this because it's like I'm letting other people down by trying to do something that might lead to absolutely nothing. And for the millionth time, I don't know where I want to go to college. Things keep changing in ways I wouldn't have possibly anticipated. I never considered staying here, but now, there's so many people and things to stay for. I hate it, I wish the decision was just made for me, but it's way bigger than that and I have to decide. I'm going to bed before it gets later (it's 1:20 (in the AM)). Goodnight guys.