Rainy Days, Mondays

Feeling: depressed
I had alot say over the last couple of days, but my computer is broken, so I'll spare myself the extra effort. To make a long story short, today was a sad one for me, it was one of those days that just kinda depresses you. The rain was very complimentary to the feeling. But first off, this kid that I knew who sat by me in Algebra II and in Voices killed himself on Monday night. It just felt like such a shock to me that I knew this kid, and that he had so much to live for, and that I didn't even take a second to tell him about the gifts he's been given or how awesome of a person he was. I was really wanting to go pay my respects at his funeral tomorrow, but this is yet another thing that must be sacrificed due to my Algebra II class... I'm not allowed. I really just want to take a few days off after days like this, I'm glad spring break is coming up, and I hope that I can really live my life for God more than I had before. It's tragic that it takes the death of a friend to show me that. Sleep well everyone. God bless.
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first off... he was in voices?? and 2nd... i know what it's like to loose friends and it sux... but things get better.. and somtimes the biggest things we learn, we learn from the worst things.. don't worry blakeman.. things will get better!
[Anonymous]
awwwww thats so SAD! ..makes me miss my best friend i left about six years ago.. shes not dead though.. i hope @_@ but thats cool you wanna live your life for God more.. i do too..
oh wow. i'm sorry you're depressed and i'm sorry that your friend killed himself..i'll pray for you and the boy's family.
It is hard to feel how you are feeling. but im sure the boy who sat next to you is looking down and smiling.
[Anonymous]
if ur talking about who i think you are talking about he didnt kill himself, He had heart problems. I suggest getting the facts b4 u write about it.
[Anonymous]