So it's three hours until I'm sixteen, and I feel really good about it... I think sixteen is one of those birthdays where you feel much older than you were when you were a year younger. But I feel like such an idiot right now, and I guess rightfully so, but I think Laurie's really mad at me... which I can kinda see why she is, but I don't think she knows that I still really like her. I know she's a cool girl, and I know that she is a really nice person, but I think I can't relate to her as much as I'd like to, which makes me a freaking moron. I don't think I'm cut out for situations like this... but as I've said before, my life is all compromises,and this is no exception... I mean, it's not like I have someone else to go to, and as much and I'd like to see me and Laurie get closer, I don't think she'd have it any other way. Anyways guys, have an enticing week, and remeber... "Success is the ability to go from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm." (-Sir Winston Churchill) Goodnight everyone.