My logic right now it slightly flawed. I'd like to just seal up this diary for only friends to read or something... but I rather justify my though process for a minute. I like to have these entries for my own accountability. I'm sorry to the people I talk about if I offend you in here. When I talk about people, I try to be as vague as possible or at least honor their thoughts as well. I'm never going to just trash talk someone on my diary, that's not exactly what it's for. As for the things I should've said in person, I think this diary is a nice device to keep me from losing my temper at situations... I'd like to be able to act mature about all of these situations in my life and if that means that I need to tell the people I'm writing about, what I'm writing about them... then so be it. I'll try to do that from here on out. Otherwise, I think my diary is here to stay, I'm not scared of my thoughts, they're not to be guarded... accordingly, I'm not going to make anything so prolific or offensive that I don't want to post it (and the amount of hugely offensive thoughts running through my head are incredibly minimal). I'm sorry if I haven't done things right, and I guess these entries will be here to tell me about that. I'm not going to shy away from my mistakes, I'll just try to respond to them to the best of my ability. From now on, I'll try to keep StuGo stuff out of this I guess. Otherwise, I think life is finally starting to fall back into place... to a place where I was, before last week happened. It's probably good that I have some stability for the rest of the school year. I don't have bad things to say at the moment, and even if I do, I don't feel pressed enough by them to mention them. That also goes along with the logic of actually writing in one of these things. I've had this since I was 15, and I intend to keep it for a quite a while. So here's the formal apology, I'm sorry if I say things that you don't like to read. And I know that I talk about people in this diary, and in all likelyhood I still will, but me talking about people isn't always means of commumnication to them. In some cases it is though, and I'm sorry if you were the person being communicated to. I'll try not to. So I've got about three hours of Trigonometry to do, so I'm going to get going. Have a great night kids. P.S. I forgot to mention it, but I got in a car wreck with my friend Justin yesterday. We got T-Boned by an elderly gentleman in a minivan... everyone was okay though.